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Original: 7/29/2008 7:28 PM
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

There's always something in the way. There's always something getting through. It's not me. It's you

 Summer is dragging on. Some good things have happened. Some okay things have happened. I can't think of too many bad things that have happened. I guess that is a good thing.
I'm almost done with driver's ed. I'm done this Tuesday. For good. Even the 5-hour course. But I have to double up on driving hours this week to finish driving time early (Friday) So after Tuesday, It's just babysitting and then I am free for two more hours each day. Which makes me rather happy. Because then whatever work I do I am getting paid for. Then I can pay for car insurance and car repairs and other necessities. I'm so bad with handling money though. Seriously, once I have it I just wanna spend it. So I'll probably open a savings account soon.
School is coming. I can't believe I'm a senior! It's weird and scary and exciting. Weird because I've always looked up at 12th graders like they were giants and I'd be huge by then. Scary because I haven't made up my mind about what I'm doing once I graduate. Exciting because I'm almost done with school!
I'm becoming an adult. And it's a weird feeling. But a good one, too. Now that I am making my own money and buying my own things by myself I understand why my parents didn't buy me those hundreds of toys that I begged for and even cried for in the WalMart aisle. It also makes me appreciate them a lot more. Because money seems to disappear SOO quickly that I can't even remember where $20 went sometimes. I'm hesitating to do my own school shopping this year even though my mom has done it for me ever since I was in kindergarten. I feel selfish, but now I know how my parents feel when I ask for things, and that makes me want to pay them back in a way by taking over things like school shopping and covering lunch when we go out to eat.
It's a nice stage of my life that I'm enjoying. I'm glad I'm in it. I'd say it's a learning and growing stage definitely. I hope every kid comes to the same realizations someday.
That's all I have to say.
Have a nice rest of the summer.

Katie

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